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  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Listening to: Eiffel 65 /dances
  • Reading: Saiyuki
  • Watching: Your face.
  • Playing: ...>>
  • Eating: Always the chocolates...
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you would understand ;)
FINALLY... lol
  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Pandora <3
  • Reading: the Inkheart trilogy again <3
  • Watching: It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia!
  • Playing: WoW
  • Eating: Always the chocolates...
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you would understand ;)
Yay! I have nothing of importance to say! <3
  • Mood: Zest
  • Listening to: Eels
  • Reading: Not much...
  • Watching: TV SUCKS
  • Playing: MapleStory more than WoW xD
  • Eating: CHOCOLATE some more!
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you would understand ;)
Okay, so I realize that I've been really lazy and my DA is lacking most of my recent and better artwork, but I'm going to try to update it and be more active as a DA member! My friend Chris has given me a great opportunity to do commissions for him and his friends, so I plan to get my own site up and running pretty soon so I can do more for more people! If you're interested, let me know by leaving a message here or emailing me at alyson.k.bender@gmail.com.

Linked below is his website, if you're interested take a look, you'll see some of my art there!

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  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Deadmau5
  • Reading: Wicked... sort of.
  • Watching: Psych and The Office!
  • Playing: WoW... sometimes :\
  • Eating: CHOCOLATE
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you would understand ;)
Nothin' to do... :3 I'm lazy!
  • Mood: Wow!
  • Listening to: Modest Mouse, float on
  • Reading: The road
  • Watching: South park
  • Playing: WoW and never quest also fall out 3 :D
  • Eating: Foodz
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you would understand ;)
Sorry I've been so inactive... :3 I'm too lazy to put stuff up all the time!
How do I edit the stuff I'm doing above?! D:
  • Mood: Wow!
  • Listening to: Modest Mouse, float on
  • Reading: The road
  • Watching: South park
  • Playing: WoW and never quest also fall out 3 :D
  • Eating: Foodz
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you would understand ;)
You have amazing art skills keep it up. Next time don't forget to log out of your DA profile silly lol ^^
  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Modest Mouse, I love you.
  • Reading: Inkheart again :3
  • Watching: T.V sucks.
  • Playing: WoW...
  • Eating: nothing :s
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.
My boyfriend moved back to LA this weekend... I'm sad, but it's what was best
for him right now. We'll get through it :3

Might as well start putting more stuff up here now, to keep myself entertained.
Need to reinstall photoshop... yippee...

~-~-----------------♪♪♪---------------------~-~

Yes, we live on Happy Dance drive!

~-----------------♫---------------------~

Remind me of the beauty in my life.
Remind me to sigh when I need to sigh,
and smile when I can.
Support me,
don't force me.

-----------------------------------------

So many answers for one question:
       What do we look for?
I hear so many answers.
     They shrug and sigh,
        smile with love,
           glow with passion,
               and stare into the distance,
         thinking for some time,
        about the possibilites.
   And very rarely,
     one will smile and say with inspiring eyes:
"Maybe sometimes we don't need to know, to get to where we are."

-------------------☼----------------------

Science? Science is the study or observations followed by a hypothesis of a physical phenomena...
Emotion? I'm not quite sure what you would call that really... other than emotion
Psycology is more the study of human nature and reactions based on various subjects and situations...
The most simple way to describe us as we are?
Human.
We are human, whatever that means. It's different for everyone in some way for another, which is good. We are vast, and diverse, and full of contradictions that balance us out.
This is what keeps my faith in humanity, not society...
and I love what I have.

------------------------------------------

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Don't be afraid of love, Love-
         Everything will be alright.
       Keep believing in a faithful love, Love-
              and life will hold you tight."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Love? Well... love is a bit like drinking a glass of lemonade... Sometimes you get a clump of sugar, and well... other times you choke on the lemon. But either way, its refreshing, right?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
Here they lay, these broken chains, scattered with wicked glee.
And here I stand, those chains in hand, my darkened wings so vast and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
There they lay, those broken chains, scattered for me to see.
So here I stand, those chains in hand, my lightened wings so whole and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

Hooray for things in life! <3

Journal Entry: Thu Jan 14, 2010, 6:07 PM
Note Me
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: happy things!
  • Reading: finished inkdeath xD yay!
  • Watching: wanting to watch: The Might Boosh, Azu MangaDaioh
  • Playing: GF and WoW both on occasion
  • Eating: ^^ I had a bag of chips... lol
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.
>< got sick of looking at my old journal XD lol... Happy New Year! ^_^ going to go get my hair cut... soon... I hope D: <3 yay!!! And I'm REALLY excited for school to start on the 6th xD no sarcasm <3 I can't wait for film and ceramics! English should be fun too, senior year ftfw <3

^_^ yay! SPONTANEITY!

GIVE ME STAMPS! IM TOO LAZY TO GO STAMP HUNTING! XD

~-~-----------------♪♪♪---------------------~-~

Yes, we live on Happy Dance drive!

~-----------------♫---------------------~

Remind me of the beauty in my life.
Remind me to sigh when I need to sigh,
and smile when I can.
Support me,
don't force me.

-----------------------------------------

So many answers for one question:
       What do we look for?
I hear so many answers.
     They shrug and sigh,
        smile with love,
           glow with passion,
               and stare into the distance,
         thinking for some time,
        about the possibilites.
   And very rarely,
     one will smile and say with inspiring eyes:
"Maybe sometimes we don't need to know, to get to where we are."

-------------------☼----------------------

Science? Science is the study or observations followed by a hypothesis of a physical phenomena...
Emotion? I'm not quite sure what you would call that really... other than emotion
Psycology is more the study of human nature and reactions based on various subjects and situations...
The most simple way to describe us as we are?
Human.
We are human, whatever that means. It's different for everyone in some way for another, which is good. We are vast, and diverse, and full of contradictions that balance us out.
This is what keeps my faith in humanity, not society...
and I love what I have.

------------------------------------------

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Don't be afraid of love, Love-
         Everything will be alright.
       Keep believing in a faithful love, Love-
              and life will hold you tight."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Love? Well... love is a bit like drinking a glass of lemonade... Sometimes you get a clump of sugar, and well... other times you choke on the lemon. But either way, its refreshing, right?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
Here they lay, these broken chains, scattered with wicked glee.
And here I stand, those chains in hand, my darkened wings so vast and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
There they lay, those broken chains, scattered for me to see.
So here I stand, those chains in hand, my lightened wings so whole and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼
:iconbits-o-mint::iconelementseven7:
              
~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼

~☼My Family~☼

:iconpiyo-piyo:
:iconbloody-valentine101: :iconmellowecho: :iconchoco-pepperminty:
:iconmichikothewolf: :iconyushimi: :iconlemon-chicken: :iconelusivellice:
:iconhoshiomi: :iconpermissiontospeak: :iconketerinyaoilover: :icondoc-sama:

~☼Friends~☼

:iconfeyanamora: :iconxandju: :iconcorntrendymonkies: :iconthelightsguy:
:iconmelstergirl: :iconkakuda: :icondjarvis: :iconlozard24: :iconjackiehart:

~☼The People I Watch~☼
:iconanifantasy: :icontsuki--dono: :iconblackmagealodia:
:iconmatthew-t: :iconkotobi: :iconlavender-ice: :iconmou-s: :iconartlit: :iconcaviii: :iconspiritedforestfaery:
:iconpai-san: :iconpanda-fuki: :iconparodyofapathy: :iconrapsora-anime::iconwarbastard: :iconbogapejane: :iconthe-tall-midget: :iconponcy-rogue:
:iconminnasundberg: :iconshirotsuki: :iconstarbabyofmine: :iconyamer: :iconpervypanda11211: :iconrose---wolfchild: :iconsnake6630: :iconzemotion: :icongranados206:

From my baby ♥ :

frozenRAINBOWS by elementseven7

To my baby ♥ :
Gadly Bi 2 by bits-o-mint :thumb144374454:

From Sora ♥ :
Nazuule by MellowEcho

STAMPS! FINALLY!

Mr. Kimura Stamp by NateFox
:thumb114507454: What Would Dorothy Do? Stamp by Marker-Mistress Golden Girls Stamp by Yushimi :thumb106827462:
  • Mood: Eager
  • Listening to: ^^ just things
  • Reading: o.o ...I... don't want to finish Inkdeath.. xD
  • Watching: &lt;3 iono *shrug*
  • Playing: Grand Fantasia, WoW, and nothing &gt;&lt; lol
  • Eating: eh shoot... my dinner is in the kitchen still x.x
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.
xD listening to The Shins... was probably ''blind man's eye'' but, nonetheless, I heard pie!
I WANT NEON RAINBOW CLOTHES AND A BLACK LIGHT SO I CAN DANCE! WHO WANTS TO?!
:D

^_^ Peter and I made Amish Hash Browns yesterday! SO YUMMY! Everyone loved'em ^_^ (even my poor sister who later threw up 'coz shes allergic to garlic >< )
I think they're all gone now... as well as the quiche mama made for dinner yesterday XD But nonetheless! It was so much fun! Took two freaking hours at least to  make the hash browns rofl, but it was totally awesome to make something I've never made before, especially with Peter there <3

IN OTHER NEWS: I and the rest of Foresthill are snowed in XD TWO SNOW DAYS ALREADY YAY! D: And still no plowed road... Be careful when you drive up here, Peter!!!! ESPECIALLY IN THE MOSH PIT! GAAH D:

^_^ yay! SPONTANEITY!

GIVE ME STAMPS! IM TOO LAZY TO GO STAMP HUNTING! XD

~-~-----------------♪♪♪---------------------~-~

Yes, we live on Happy Dance drive!

~-----------------♫---------------------~

Remind me of the beauty in my life.
Remind me to sigh when I need to sigh,
and smile when I can.
Support me,
don't force me.

-----------------------------------------

So many answers for one question:
       What do we look for?
I hear so many answers.
     They shrug and sigh,
        smile with love,
           glow with passion,
               and stare into the distance,
         thinking for some time,
        about the possibilites.
   And very rarely,
     one will smile and say with inspiring eyes:
"Maybe sometimes we don't need to know, to get to where we are."

-------------------☼----------------------

Science? Science is the study or observations followed by a hypothesis of a physical phenomena...
Emotion? I'm not quite sure what you would call that really... other than emotion
Psycology is more the study of human nature and reactions based on various subjects and situations...
The most simple way to describe us as we are?
Human.
We are human, whatever that means. It's different for everyone in some way for another, which is good. We are vast, and diverse, and full of contradictions that balance us out.
This is what keeps my faith in humanity, not society...
and I love what I have.

------------------------------------------

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Don't be afraid of love, Love-
         Everything will be alright.
       Keep believing in a faithful love, Love-
              and life will hold you tight."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Love? Well... love is a bit like drinking a glass of lemonade... Sometimes you get a clump of sugar, and well... other times you choke on the lemon. But either way, its refreshing, right?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
Here they lay, these broken chains, scattered with wicked glee.
And here I stand, those chains in hand, my darkened wings so vast and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
There they lay, those broken chains, scattered for me to see.
So here I stand, those chains in hand, my lightened wings so whole and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼
:iconbits-o-mint::iconelementseven7:
              
~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼

~☼My Family~☼

:iconpiyo-piyo:
:iconbloody-valentine101: :iconmellowecho: :iconchoco-pepperminty:
:iconmichikothewolf: :iconyushimi: :iconlemon-chicken: :iconelusivellice:
:iconhoshiomi: :iconpermissiontospeak: :iconketerinyaoilover: :icondoc-sama:

~☼Friends~☼

:iconfeyanamora: :iconxandju: :iconcorntrendymonkies: :iconthelightsguy:
:iconmelstergirl: :iconkakuda: :icondjarvis: :iconlozard24: :iconjackiehart:

~☼The People I Watch~☼
:iconanifantasy: :icontsuki--dono:
:iconmatthew-t: :iconkotobi: :iconlavender-ice: :iconmou-s: :iconartlit: :iconcaviii: :iconspiritedforestfaery:
:iconpai-san: :iconpanda-fuki: :iconparodyofapathy: :iconrapsora-anime::iconwarbastard: :iconbogapejane: :iconthe-tall-midget: :iconponcy-rogue:
:iconminnasundberg: :iconshirotsuki: :iconstarbabyofmine: :iconyamer: :iconpervypanda11211: :iconrose---wolfchild: :iconsnake6630: :iconzemotion: :icongarandos206:

From my baby ♥ :

frozenRAINBOWS by elementseven7

To my baby ♥ :
Gadly Bi 2 by bits-o-mint :thumb144374454:

From Sora ♥ :
Nazuule by MellowEcho

STAMPS! FINALLY!

Mr. Kimura Stamp by NateFox
:thumb114507454: What Would Dorothy Do? Stamp by Marker-Mistress Golden Girls Stamp by Yushimi :thumb106827462:
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: Split Needles-The Shins
  • Reading: Inkdeath! &lt;3
  • Watching: ^ ^ SNOW!!!!
  • Playing: my keyboard... :b
  • Eating: rofl Amish Hash Browns and Quiche &lt;3
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.

Inspirations <3

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 9:40 PM



<3 ahaha, alright... I'm addicted to photoshop, courtesy of my beloved Peter :iconelementseven7:! Three pictures today and I still have the urge to draw :] Listening to itunes on shuffle... which is probably helping Lol just with the rotation of music... I never know whats going to come next! It's exciting! I'm really, really, really enjoying it :D
Ahem, and in this glorious process, I'm STILL neglecting my room... which... I need to work on tomorrow... but w.e :b as Mr. Ramm once said, my room is just inspiriation... and in its own weird way, it totally is <3 I find it cozy, minus the pile of trash... thats not in my trash bin o,0
Today, Peter finally finished his song... that hes been working on for some time now, EMOTION, its indescribable... I was completely speechless and almost started crying. I wasn't expecting it... it stole the breath right from my lungs... :] He truly is amazing <3 hehehe!
<3 We'll be able to see each other come Dec. 3, for my winter choir concert! And I can't wait until the new year... :] hes going to be going to school in Sac, at the art institute there... It's going to be wonderful to see him more often!

GIVE ME STAMPS! IM TOO LAZY TO GO STAMP HUNTING! XD

~-~-----------------♪♪♪---------------------~-~

Yes, we live on Happy Dance drive!

~-----------------♫---------------------~

Remind me of the beauty in my life.
Remind me to sigh when I need to sigh,
and smile when I can.
Support me,
don't force me.

-----------------------------------------

So many answers for one question:
       What do we look for?
I hear so many answers.
     They shrug and sigh,
        smile with love,
           glow with passion,
               and stare into the distance,
         thinking for some time,
        about the possibilites.
   And very rarely,
     one will smile and say with inspiring eyes:
"Maybe sometimes we don't need to know, to get to where we are."

-------------------☼----------------------

Science? Science is the study or observations followed by a hypothesis of a physical phenomena...
Emotion? I'm not quite sure what you would call that really... other than emotion
Psycology is more the study of human nature and reactions based on various subjects and situations...
The most simple way to describe us as we are?
Human.
We are human, whatever that means. It's different for everyone in some way for another, which is good. We are vast, and diverse, and full of contradictions that balance us out.
This is what keeps my faith in humanity, not society...
and I love what I have.

------------------------------------------

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Don't be afraid of love, Love-
         Everything will be alright.
       Keep believing in a faithful love, Love-
              and life will hold you tight."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Love? Well... love is a bit like drinking a glass of lemonade... Sometimes you get a clump of sugar, and well... other times you choke on the lemon. But either way, its refreshing, right?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
Here they lay, these broken chains, scattered with wicked glee.
And here I stand, those chains in hand, my darkened wings so vast and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
There they lay, those broken chains, scattered for me to see.
So here I stand, those chains in hand, my lightened wings so whole and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼
:iconbits-o-mint::iconelementseven7:
              
~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼

~☼My Family~☼

:iconpiyo-piyo:
:iconbloody-valentine101: :iconmellowecho: :iconchoco-pepperminty:
:iconmichikothewolf: :iconyushimi: :iconlemon-chicken: :iconelusivellice:
:iconhoshiomi: :iconpermissiontospeak: :iconketerinyaoilover: :icondoc-sama:

~☼Friends~☼

:iconfeyanamora: :iconxandju: :iconcorntrendymonkies: :iconthelightsguy:
:iconmelstergirl: :iconkakuda: :icondjarvis: :iconlozard24: :iconjackiehart:

~☼The People I Watch~☼
:iconanifantasy: :icontsuki--dono:
:iconmatthew-t: :iconkotobi: :iconlavender-ice: :iconmou-s: :iconartlit: :iconcaviii: :iconspiritedforestfaery:
:iconpai-san: :iconpanda-fuki: :iconparodyofapathy: :iconrapsora-anime::iconwarbastard: :iconbogapejane: :iconthe-tall-midget: :iconponcy-rogue:
:iconminnasundberg: :iconshirotsuki: :iconstarbabyofmine: :iconyamer: :iconpervypanda11211: :iconrose---wolfchild: :iconsnake6630: :iconzemotion:

From my baby ♥ :

frozenRAINBOWS by elementseven7

To my baby ♥ :
Gadly Bi 2 by bits-o-mint :thumb144374454:

From Sora ♥ :
Nazuule by MellowEcho

STAMPS! FINALLY!

Mr. Kimura Stamp by NateFox
:thumb114507454: What Would Dorothy Do? Stamp by Marker-Mistress Golden Girls Stamp by Yushimi :thumb106827462:

Graphics by tyleramato
CSS by moonfreak
  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: EMOTION - rotation of songs on itunes &lt;3
  • Reading: Lock and Key
  • Watching: :] uh...?
  • Playing: my keyboard... :b
  • Eating: I MADE A HOT SAMMICH! and elderberry tea! &lt;3333
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.

I simply love you.

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 14, 2009, 11:04 PM



Alright... I know you all know that I'm absolutely in love with Peter... but I shall continue to state my feelings for him as well as I can... and as well as I can translate my feelings into thoughts, into writing...

Peter... as you sit there playing your guitar for me right now... the songs you sing, wrote for me, just a glimpse of your true feelings... just as my reactions are only a glimpse of mine. You give me hope that someday I may be able to express to you more accurately how essential you are to my existence. I always used to cry, or dwell in my anxiety, but as soon as my eyes focus (even with my focus-lag :b ) on your beautiful, and gentle face... I am presented with an absolute and serene calmness and love. In past months before you and I had gotten together I had forced myself to be as strong as I could... to not focus on the bad things in life, but not ignore them... simply... choosing to see the beauty of life, and in my life. Being able to see you for the brief time that we did, was simply wonderful... one of the best experiences in my life, and I want to thank you for being there for me in times of doubt and slight anxiety... you kept me calm, you kept me strong, you kept me hopeful, and comforted by the knowledge that you will always stand by me, just as I plan to stand by you. I can't thank you enough for being you, I can't say I love you enough, as much as I do...
I am forever yours!

~-~-----------------♪♪♪---------------------~-~

Yes, we live on Happy Dance drive!

~-----------------♫---------------------~

Remind me of the beauty in my life.
Remind me to sigh when I need to sigh,
and smile when I can.
Support me,
don't force me.

-----------------------------------------

So many answers for one question:
       What do we look for?
I hear so many answers.
     They shrug and sigh,
        smile with love,
           glow with passion,
               and stare into the distance,
         thinking for some time,
        about the possibilites.
   And very rarely,
     one will smile and say with inspiring eyes:
"Maybe sometimes we don't need to know, to get to where we are."

-------------------☼----------------------

Science? Science is the study or observations followed by a hypothesis of a physical phenomena...
Emotion? I'm not quite sure what you would call that really... other than emotion
Psycology is more the study of human nature and reactions based on various subjects and situations...
The most simple way to describe us as we are?
Human.
We are human, whatever that means. It's different for everyone in some way for another, which is good. We are vast, and diverse, and full of contradictions that balance us out.
This is what keeps my faith in humanity, not society...
and I love what I have.

------------------------------------------

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Don't be afraid of love, Love-
         Everything will be alright.
       Keep believing in a faithful love, Love-
              and life will hold you tight."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Love? Well... love is a bit like drinking a glass of lemonade... Sometimes you get a clump of sugar, and well... other times you choke on the lemon. But either way, its refreshing, right?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
Here they lay, these broken chains, scattered with wicked glee.
And here I stand, those chains in hand, my darkened wings so vast and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
There they lay, those broken chains, scattered for me to see.
So here I stand, those chains in hand, my lightened wings so whole and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼
:iconbits-o-mint::iconelementseven7:
              
~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼

~☼My Family~☼

:iconpiyo-piyo:
:iconbloody-valentine101: :iconmellowecho:
:iconmichikothewolf: :iconyushimi: :iconlemon-chicken: :iconelusivellice:
:iconhoshiomi: :iconpermissiontospeak: :iconketerinyaoilover: :icondoc-sama:

~☼Friends~☼

:iconfeyanamora: :iconxandju: :iconcorntrendymonkies: :iconthelightsguy:
:iconmelstergirl: :iconkakuda: :icondjarvis: :iconlozard24: :iconjackiehart:

~☼The People I Watch~☼

:iconmatthew-t: :iconkotobi: :iconlavender-ice: :iconmou-s: :iconartlit: :iconcaviii:
:iconpai-san: :iconpanda-fuki: :iconparodyofapathy: :iconrapsora-anime::iconwarbastard: :iconbogapejane: :iconthe-tall-midget: :iconponcy-rogue:
:iconminnasundberg: :iconshirotsuki: :iconstarbabyofmine: :iconyamer: :iconpervypanda11211: :iconrose---wolfchild: :iconsnake6630: :iconzemotion:

Nazuule by MellowEcho

STAMPS! FINALLY!

Mr. Kimura Stamp by NateFox
:thumb114507454: What Would Dorothy Do? Stamp by Marker-Mistress Golden Girls Stamp by Yushimi :thumb106827462:

Graphics by tyleramato
CSS by moonfreak
  • Mood: Adoration
  • Listening to: Peter's serene and gentle voice
  • Reading: Lock and Key
  • Watching: My baby... singing and playing his guitar &lt;3
  • Playing: my keyboard, and WoW on slight occasion
  • Eating: drank some orange spice tea! damn good!
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.

// &brvbar; ][_&ordm;V&Eacute; &Uu

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 24, 2009, 3:44 PM



Yay for life!! I love you <3
(q.q Da subscription is almost up!)
but thats alright! been doin' so much lately <3 and my baby... is still the best... <3 verlooboo!

~-~-----------------♪♪♪---------------------~-~

Yes, we live on Happy Dance drive!

~-----------------♫---------------------~

Remind me of the beauty in my life.
Remind me to sigh when I need to sigh,
and smile when I can.
Support me,
don't force me.

-----------------------------------------

So many answers for one question:
       What do we look for?
I hear so many answers.
     They shrug and sigh,
        smile with love,
           glow with passion,
               and stare into the distance,
         thinking for some time,
        about the possibilites.
   And very rarely,
     one will smile and say with inspiring eyes:
"Maybe sometimes we don't need to know, to get to where we are."

-------------------☼----------------------

Science? Science is the study or observations followed by a hypothesis of a physical phenomena...
Emotion? I'm not quite sure what you would call that really... other than emotion
Psycology is more the study of human nature and reactions based on various subjects and situations...
The most simple way to describe us as we are?
Human.
We are human, whatever that means. It's different for everyone in some way for another, which is good. We are vast, and diverse, and full of contradictions that balance us out.
This is what keeps my faith in humanity, not society...
and I love what I have.

------------------------------------------

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Don't be afraid of love, Love-
         Everything will be alright.
       Keep believing in a faithful love, Love-
              and life will hold you tight."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Love? Well... love is a bit like drinking a glass of lemonade... Sometimes you get a clump of sugar, and well... other times you choke on the lemon. But either way, its refreshing, right?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
Here they lay, these broken chains, scattered with wicked glee.
And here I stand, those chains in hand, my darkened wings so vast and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
There they lay, those broken chains, scattered for me to see.
So here I stand, those chains in hand, my lightened wings so whole and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼
:iconbits-o-mint::iconelementseven7:
~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼

~☼My Family~☼

:iconpiyo-piyo:
:iconbloody-valentine101: :iconmellowecho:
:iconmichikothewolf: :iconyushimi: :iconlemon-chicken: :iconelusivellice:
:iconhoshiomi: :iconpermissiontospeak: :iconketerinyaoilover: :icondoc-sama:

~☼Friends~☼

:iconfeyanamora: :iconxandju: :iconcorntrendymonkies: :iconthelightsguy:
:iconmelstergirl: :iconkakuda: :icondjarvis: :iconlozard24: :iconjackiehart:

~☼The People I Watch~☼

:iconmatthew-t: :iconkotobi: :iconlavender-ice: :iconmou-s:
:iconpai-san: :iconpanda-fuki: :iconparodyofapathy: :iconrapsora-anime::iconwarbastard: :iconbogapejane: :iconthe-tall-midget:
:iconminnasundberg: :iconshirotsuki: :iconstarbabyofmine: :iconyamer: :iconpervypanda11211: :iconrose---wolfchild: :iconsnake6630: :iconartlit:
Nazuule by MellowEcho

Graphics by tyleramato
CSS by moonfreak
  • Mood: Sweet
  • Listening to: My Rhapsody
  • Reading: Fahrenheit 451
  • Watching: Peter singing to me
  • Playing: Maple Story, Step Mania, WoW... but not a lot :]
  • Eating: ;] om nom nom
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.

// &brvbar; ][_&ordm;V&Eacute; &Uu

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 1, 2009, 7:54 PM



Okay, :iconelementseven7: is the best, and I love him to death! Hes one of the most special people in my life... and I'm so glad that he's mine, and of course, that I'm his :] Theres so much I can say about him, but right now I can't seem to find any words that could come close to describing just how amazing he truly is... verlooboo! I love you, Peter!! with everything I have, I love you <3
I do also love, however... how calm you make me feel, Peter, I know I've told you already, but I don't feel any anxiety with or around you at all... its so nice... to be so comforted just by hearing your warming and touching voice, and I can't wait to see you <3

He also bought me a 1 month DA subscription today! IM A PREMIUM MEMBER!! HOORAY!
also, hes given me... this little bow fetish... ~.o for the past two days, I've tied a ribbon around my belt loops for two reasons: I can tie it into a bow on either hip, and of course its practical for holding up these really baggy pants! hehee! And today, I tied a really pretty green flowy ribbon in my hair :] Its a big bow, yai, and stuck Moki, my little stuffed lion that I bought at the zoo, in my shirt, he says 'hullo!'... Its a wonderous day! xD

~-~-----------------♪♪♪---------------------~-~

Yes, we live on Happy Dance drive!

~-----------------♫---------------------~

Remind me of the beauty in my life.
Remind me to sigh when I need to sigh,
and smile when I can.
Support me,
don't force me.

-----------------------------------------

So many answers for one question:
       What do we look for?
I hear so many answers.
     They shrug and sigh,
        smile with love,
           glow with passion,
               and stare into the distance,
         thinking for some time,
        about the possibilites.
   And very rarely,
     one will smile and say with inspiring eyes:
"Maybe sometimes we don't need to know, to get to where we are."

-------------------☼----------------------

Science? Science is the study or observations followed by a hypothesis of a physical phenomena...
Emotion? I'm not quite sure what you would call that really... other than emotion
Psycology is more the study of human nature and reactions based on various subjects and situations...
The most simple way to describe us as we are?
Human.
We are human, whatever that means. It's different for everyone in some way for another, which is good. We are vast, and diverse, and full of contradictions that balance us out.
This is what keeps my faith in humanity, not society...
and I love what I have.

------------------------------------------

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Don't be afraid of love, Love-
         Everything will be alright.
       Keep believing in a faithful love, Love-
              and life will hold you tight."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Love? Well... love is a bit like drinking a glass of lemonade... Sometimes you get a clump of sugar, and well... other times you choke on the lemon. But either way, its refreshing, right?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
Here they lay, these broken chains, scattered with wicked glee.
And here I stand, those chains in hand, my darkened wings so vast and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
There they lay, those broken chains, scattered for me to see.
So here I stand, those chains in hand, my lightened wings so whole and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼
:iconbits-o-mint::iconelementseven7:
~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼

~☼My Family~☼

:iconpiyo-piyo:
:iconbloody-valentine101: :iconmellowecho:
:iconmichikothewolf: :iconyushimi: :iconlemon-chicken: :iconelusivellice:
:iconhoshiomi: :iconpermissiontospeak: :iconketerinyaoilover: :icondoc-sama:
~☼Friends~☼

:icondjarvis: :iconfeyanamora: :iconxandju:
:iconmelstergirl: :iconkakuda: :iconlozard24: :iconjackiehart:

~☼The People I Watch~☼

:iconmatthew-t: :iconkotobi: :iconlavender-ice: :iconmou-s:
:iconpai-san: :iconpanda-fuki: :iconparodyofapathy: :iconrapsora-anime::iconwarbastard: :iconbogapejane: :iconthe-tall-midget:
:iconminnasundberg: :iconshirotsuki: :iconstarbabyofmine: :iconyamer: :iconpervypanda11211: :iconrose---wolfchild: :iconsnake6630: :iconartlit:

Graphics by tyleramato
CSS by moonfreak
  • Mood: Sweet
  • Listening to: my baby smiling!
  • Reading: beautiful art by peter &lt;3
  • Watching: things flash before my eyes &lt;33
  • Playing: WoW!
  • Eating: home-made chicken noodle soup!
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.

// &brvbar; ][_&ordm;V&Eacute; &Uu

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 28, 2009, 7:31 PM



Yes, we live on Happy Dance drive!

~-----------------♫---------------------~

Remind me of the beauty in my life.
Remind me to sigh when I need to sigh,
and smile when I can.
Support me,
don't force me.

-----------------------------------------

So many answers for one question:
       What do we look for?
I hear so many answers.
     They shrug and sigh,
        smile with love,
           glow with passion,
               and stare into the distance,
         thinking for some time,
        about the possibilites.
   And very rarely,
     one will smile and say with inspiring eyes:
"Maybe sometimes we don't need to know, to get to where we are."

-------------------☼----------------------

Science? Science is the study or observations followed by a hypothesis of a physical phenomena...
Emotion? I'm not quite sure what you would call that really... other than emotion
Psycology is more the study of human nature and reactions based on various subjects and situations...
The most simple way to describe us as we are?
Human.
We are human, whatever that means. It's different for everyone in some way for another, which is good. We are vast, and diverse, and full of contradictions that balance us out.
This is what keeps my faith in humanity, not society...
and I love what I have.

------------------------------------------

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Don't be afraid of love, Love-
         Everything will be alright.
       Keep believing in a faithful love, Love-
              and life will hold you tight."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Love? Well... love is a bit like drinking a glass of lemonaide... Sometimes you get a clump of sugar, and well... other times you choke on the lemon. But either way, its refreshing, right?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
Here they lay, these broken chains, scattered with wicked glee.
And here I stand, those chains in hand, my darkened wings so vast and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
There they lay, those broken chains, scattered for me to see.
So here I stand, those chains in hand, my lightened wings so whole and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼
:iconbits-o-mint::iconelementseven7:
~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼

~☼My Family~☼

:iconpiyo-piyo:
:iconbloody-valentine101: :iconmellowecho:
:iconmichikothewolf: :iconyushimi: :iconlemon-chicken: :iconelusivellice:
:iconhoshiomi: :iconpermissiontospeak: :iconketerinyaoilover: :icondoc-sama:
~☼Friends~☼

:icondjarvis: :iconfeyanamora: :iconxandju:
:iconmelstergirl: :iconkakuda: :iconlozard24: :iconjackiehart:

~☼The People I Watch~☼

:iconmatthew-t: :iconkotobi: :iconlavender-ice: :iconmou-s:
:iconpai-san: :iconpanda-fuki: :iconparodyofapathy: :iconrapsora-anime::iconwarbastard: :iconbogapejane:
:iconminnasundberg: :iconshirotsuki: :iconstarbabyofmine: :iconyamer: :iconpervypanda11211: :iconrose---wolfchild: :iconsnake6630: :iconartlit:

Graphics by tyleramato
CSS by moonfreak
  • Mood: Sweet
  • Listening to: A whole New World
  • Reading: gov.. &quot;today is a summer service day.&quot;
  • Watching: ^^ i dunno yet
  • Playing: :b stuffz
  • Eating: chips &gt;&gt; a cherry vanilla creme soda &lt;&lt
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.
  • Mood: Uneasy
  • Listening to: Lighthouse - ATB
  • Reading: Creative things
  • Watching: Azu Manga Daioh on occassion :]
  • Playing: Warcraft, oh god... hehe
  • Eating: I want some sort of chocolate-fruity concoction...
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.
Remind me of the beauty in my life.
Remind me to sigh when I need to sigh,
and smile when I can.
Support me,
don't force me.

-----------------------------------------

So many answers for one question:
       What do we look for?
I hear so many answers.
     They shrug and sigh,
        smile with love,
           glow with passion,
               and stare into the distance,
         thinking for some time,
        about the possibilites.
   And very rarely,
     one will smile and say with inspiring eyes:
"Maybe sometimes we don't need to know, to get to where we are."

-------------------☼----------------------

Science? Science is the study or observations followed by a hypothesis of a physical phenomena...
Emotion? I'm not quite sure what you would call that really... other than emotion
Psycology is more the study of human nature and reactions based on various subjects and situations...
The most simple way to describe us as we are?
Human.
We are human, whatever that means. It's different for everyone in some way for another, which is good. We are vast, and diverse, and full of contradictions that balance us out.
This is what keeps my faith in humanity, not society...
and I love what I have.

------------------------------------------

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Don't be afraid of love, Love-
         Everything will be alright.
       Keep believing in a faithful love, Love-
              and life will hold you tight."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Love? Well... love is a bit like drinking a glass of lemonaide... Sometimes you get a clump of sugar, and well... other times you choke on the lemon. But either way, its refreshing, right?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
Here they lay, these broken chains, scattered with wicked glee.
And here I stand, those chains in hand, my darkened wings so vast and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
There they lay, those broken chains, scattered for me to see.
So here I stand, those chains in hand, my lightened wings so whole and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼
:iconbits-o-mint::iconelementseven7:
~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼~☼

~☼My Family~☼

:iconpiyo-piyo:
:iconbloody-valentine101: :iconmellowecho:
:iconmichikothewolf: :iconyushimi: :iconlemon-chicken:
:iconhoshiomi: :iconpermissiontospeak: :iconketerinyaoilover: :icondoc-sama: :iconelusivellice:

~☼Friends~☼

:icondjarvis: :iconfeyanamora: :iconxandju:
:iconmelstergirl: :iconkakuda: :iconlozard24: :iconjackiehart:

~☼The People I Watch~☼

:iconmatthew-t: :iconkotobi: :iconlavender-ice: :iconmou-s:
:iconpai-san: :iconpanda-fuki: :iconparodyofapathy: :iconrapsora-anime::iconwarbastard: :iconbogapejane:
:iconminnasundberg: :iconshirotsuki: :iconstarbabyofmine: :iconyamer: :iconpervypanda11211: :iconrose---wolfchild: :iconsnake6630: :iconartlit:
  • Mood: Cheerful
  • Listening to: X-files Remix &lt;3
  • Reading: Lock and Key
  • Watching: Too busy to watch things lately! Lol
  • Playing: WoW, stilling hanging out with my friends &lt;3
  • Eating: Blueberry Muffins...
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.
'Kay, so I'm stressed. : my monthly system is being irregular because of it, which seems odd to me, this has only happened once before, and I don't even remember what for, hehe. I've been doing way too much lately, I do love being with my friends, but now I think I just need some time at home to relax and recover... : sorry...

I also have another wisdom tooth comming in (my third one D: *only 17*), so the gums on the bottom right of my mouth are sore, and now my TMJ is acting up... so the left side of my jaw is stuck : it really hurts to open and close... XD especially when I'm eating, Lol xD

Good news now! JT and I (mostly JT) finished my teddy-bear, Stitches <3
hes just the cutest damn thing ever, and I love him to death forevah and always! (I'll put a pic of him up soon) Other good new: I have the best friends I can possibly imagine... I love you all, thank you for keeping me as cheery and care-free as possible during this turbulent time in my life ^_^ I love and appreciate each one of you very much... AND ALSO!!! SORA IS COMMING HOME SOON! WE'RE FINALLY GOING TO THROW HER HER FREAKIN' 16TH B-DAY PARTY, ALRIGHT?! PERHAPS ON AUGUST 23 OR 24, BE THERE PLEASE, IF YOU CAN... and if not? Make her a card and give it to me, I'll be sure she gets it!!! <3

-----------------------------------------

So many answers for one question:
       What do we look for?
I hear so many answers.
     They shrug and sigh,
        smile with love,
           glow with passion,
               and stare into the distance,
         thinking for some time,
        about the possibilites.
   And very rarely,
     one will smile and say with inspiring eyes:
"Maybe sometimes we don't need to know, to get to where we are."

-------------------☼----------------------

Science? Science is the study or observations followed by a hypothesis of a physical phenomena...
Emotion? I'm not quite sure what you would call that really... other than emotion
Psycology is more the study of human nature and reactions based on various subjects and situations...
The most simple way to describe us as we are?
Human.
We are human, whatever that means. It's different for everyone in some way for another, which is good. We are vast, and diverse, and full of contradictions that balance us out.
This is what keeps my faith in humanity, not society...
and I love what I have.

------------------------------------------

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Don't be afraid of love, Love-
         Everything will be alright.
       Keep believing in a faithful love, Love-
              and life will hold you tight."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Love? Well... love is a bit like drinking a glass of lemonaide... Sometimes you get a clump of sugar, and well... other times you choke on the lemon. But either way, its refreshing, right?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
Here they lay, these broken chains, scattered with wicked glee.
And here I stand, those chains in hand, my darkened wings so vast and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
There they lay, those broken chains, scattered for me to see.
So here I stand, those chains in hand, my lightened wings so whole and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~☼My Family~☼

:iconpiyo-piyo:
:iconbloody-valentine101: :iconmellowecho:
:iconmichikothewolf: :iconyushimi: :iconlemon-chicken:
:iconhoshiomi: :iconpermissiontospeak: :iconketerinyaoilover: :icondoc-sama:

~☼Friends~☼

:iconelementseven7: :icondjarvis: :iconfeyanamora:
:iconmelstergirl: :iconkakuda: :iconlozard24: :iconjackiehart:

~☼The People I Watch~☼

:iconmatthew-t: :iconkotobi: :iconlavender-ice: :iconmou-s:
:iconpai-san: :iconpanda-fuki: :iconparodyofapathy: :iconrapsora-anime::iconwarbastard: :iconbogapejane:
:iconminnasundberg: :iconshirotsuki: :iconstarbabyofmine: :iconyamer: :iconpervypanda11211: :iconrose---wolfchild: :iconsnake6630: :iconartlit:
  • Mood: Sweet
  • Listening to: Lol, Dr. Jones (aqua again... :] )
  • Reading: Lock and Key
  • Watching: watched ryan play Crash Bandicoot :D
  • Playing: WoW, hanging out with Nate and Dan, lately... &lt;
  • Eating: :] iono what it was, but it was good &lt;3
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.
-----------------------------------------

So many answers for one question:
       What do we look for?
I hear so many answers.
     They shrug and sigh,
        smile with love,
           glow with passion,
               and stare into the distance,
         thinking for some time,
        about the possibilites.
   And very rarely,
     one will smile and say with inspiring eyes:
"Maybe sometimes we don't need to know, to get to where we are."

-------------------☼----------------------

Science? Science is the study or observations followed by a hypothesis of a physical phenomena...
Emotion? I'm not quite sure what you would call that really... other than emotion
Psycology is more the study of human nature and reactions based on various subjects and situations...
The most simple way to describe us as we are?
Human.
We are human, whatever that means. It's different for everyone in some way for another, which is good. We are vast, and diverse, and full of contradictions that balance us out.
This is what keeps my faith in humanity, not society...
and I love what I have.

------------------------------------------

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Don't be afraid of love, Love-
         Everything will be alright.
       Keep believing in a faithful love, Love-
              and life will hold you tight."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Love? Well... love is a bit like drinking a glass of lemonaide... Sometimes you get a clump of sugar, and well... other times you choke on the lemon. But either way, its refreshing, right?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
Here they lay, these broken chains, scattered with wicked glee.
And here I stand, those chains in hand, my darkened wings so vast and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
There they lay, those broken chains, scattered for me to see.
So here I stand, those chains in hand, my lightened wings so whole and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~☼My Family~☼

:iconpiyo-piyo:
:iconbloody-valentine101: :iconmellowecho:
:iconmichikothewolf: :iconyushimi: :iconlemon-chicken:
:iconhoshiomi: :iconpermissiontospeak: :iconketerinyaoilover: :icondoc-sama:

~☼Friends~☼

:icondjarvis: :iconfeyanamora: :iconjackiehart:
:iconmelstergirl: :iconkakuda: :iconlozard24:

~☼The People I Watch~☼

:iconmatthew-t: :iconkotobi: :iconlavender-ice: :iconmou-s:
:iconpai-san: :iconpanda-fuki: :iconparodyofapathy: :iconrapsora-anime::iconwarbastard: :iconbogapejane:
:iconminnasundberg: :iconshirotsuki: :iconstarbabyofmine: :iconyamer: :iconpervypanda11211: :iconrose---wolfchild: :iconsnake6630: :iconartlit:
  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: Aqua :D
  • Reading: Lock and Key
  • Watching: watched Penn and Teller's BS with my bro xD
  • Playing: Warcraft - roleplaying with Saiyuki &lt;3
  • Eating: &gt;&gt; nothing yet, shhh
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.
'Kay, so I feel much better now... Lol <33

"Don't be afraid of love, Love-
         Everything will be alright.
       Keep believing in a faithful love, Love-
              and life will hold you tight."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Love? Well... love is a bit like drinking a glass of lemonaide... Sometimes you get a clump of sugar, and well... other times you choke on the lemon. But either way, its refreshing, right?"

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
Here they lay, these broken chains, scattered with wicked glee.
And here I stand, those chains in hand, my darkened wings so vast and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
There they lay, those broken chains, scattered for me to see.
So here I stand, those chains in hand, my lightened wings so whole and free."

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

~☼My Family~☼

:iconpiyo-piyo:
:iconbloody-valentine101: :iconmellowecho:
:iconmichikothewolf: :iconyushimi: :iconlemon-chicken:
:iconhoshiomi: :iconpermissiontospeak: :iconketerinyaoilover: :icondoc-sama:

~☼Friends~☼

:icondjarvis: :iconfeyanamora: :iconjackiehart:
:iconmelstergirl: :iconkakuda: :iconlozard24:

~☼The People I Watch~☼

:iconmatthew-t: :iconkotobi: :iconlavender-ice: :iconmou-s:
:iconpai-san: :iconpanda-fuki: :iconparodyofapathy: :iconrapsora-anime::iconwarbastard: :iconbogapejane:
:iconminnasundberg: :iconshirotsuki: :iconstarbabyofmine: :iconyamer: :iconpervypanda11211: :iconrose---wolfchild: :iconsnake6630: :iconartlit:
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: David Cassidy: How can I be sure?
  • Reading: Lock and Key
  • Watching: watched the Darwin Awards with my brother lol...
  • Playing: Warcraft - roleplaying with Saiyuki &lt;3
  • Eating: not a lot, :\ which is no good.
  • Drinking: Fishtini... you woulnd't understand.
Okay, I'll admitt it... I'm feeling... insecure : just a little, really, though...
I miss my friends D: I need to invite you all over for a tea party or something real soon. I love you all!

So... TJ apologized to me again today. (this is what makes me insecure.) It's been a month already, basically. Yes, I miss him... He says that he effin' loves me and misses me... which of course... I replied with how I felt: "If you were a beam of sunlight, I would blow kisses up to you everyday, and thank you for lighting up my life." But... that being all gravy... I feel very uncertain and anxious because I feel like I've closed myself off from him after everything thats happened... and I know on some level that I really do want to be with him (how could I not? D: ) ...but. How can I if I can't open myself to him? I still see most of the beauty and life in the world... but why do I feel afraid of love? Is it afraid of trusting? I think its because I can't be with him face-to-face, for reassurance. I also feel like I should be able to handle this... which I sort of am, I guess... but I like openening up to my friends... they're my family, and I know I can love and trust you guys, and you'll love and trust me in return... Thank you.

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"Love? Well... love is a bit like drinking a glass of lemonaide... Sometimes you get a clump of sugar, and well... other times you choke on the lemon. But either way, its refreshing, right?"

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"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
Here they lay, these broken chains, scattered with wicked glee.
And here I stand, those chains in hand, my darkened wings so vast and free."

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"Break these chains around my wings, and free I'll fly away from things.
There they lay, those broken chains, scattered for me to see.
So here I stand, those chains in hand, my lightened wings so whole and free."

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~☼My Family~☼

:iconpiyo-piyo:
:iconbloody-valentine101: :iconmellowecho:
:iconmichikothewolf: :iconyushimi: :iconlemon-chicken:
:iconhoshiomi: :iconpermissiontospeak: :iconketerinyaoilover: :icondoc-sama:

~☼Friends~☼

:icondjarvis: :iconfeyanamora: :iconjackiehart:
:iconmelstergirl: :iconkakuda: :iconlozard24:

~☼The People I Watch~☼

:iconmatthew-t: :iconkotobi: :iconlavender-ice: :iconmou-s:
:iconpai-san: :iconpanda-fuki: :iconparodyofapathy: :iconrapsora-anime::iconwarbastard: :iconbogapejane:
:iconminnasundberg: :iconshirotsuki: :iconstarbabyofmine: :iconyamer: :iconpervypanda11211: :iconrose---wolfchild: :iconsnake6630